8 September 2010, 5:02 pm
I was dating this man for 2 years and I was (still am) absolutely IN LOVE with him. He is 29 and I am 8 years younger. I broke up with him and moved out of his house about a month ago because he started to be verbally abusive, to the point where i'd be crying myself to sleep at night because of the words he has screamed in my face.... and I told him that If he wants to be with me he needs to go to therapy to "fix" his anger issues, because I don't want to be a verbal punching bag. And I know there's nothing I can do to change it myself. Since then he has gone to therapy and tried his hardest to show me he really cares/loves me. He's done great things for me as well. I just feel like If i stay with him eventually i'll resent it and i'll be in a dead relationship :( I love him and care for him unconditionally, I could never hate this man. He can be an unreasonable jerk to me when he's mad but he's also a good person, the most intelligent person i've ever met, financially stable, very handsome and he is the kind of person that would always protect his friends and family etc. Think of him like a bi-polar person, when he's happy he's REALLY happy, when he's mad it's definitely a good idea to stay away or else you'll get 6 new holes teared.. I've tried to get over him, hung out with other guys, girls anything to get my mind away from him but i just think about him more. I'm at a loss of what to do, a part of me understands he has anger problems and doesn't always mean the hurtful things he says, but the other part of me doesn't care. Every time he does or says something to hurt me my compassion slowly drowns a little more. and i keep coming back to the same conclusion that I really am IN LOVE with him and love him for him BUT I WANT EQUALITY!... Read More »
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